Harimau mati tinggalkn belang......aku nk pergi dgn cara yg baik.

My emotion is not in a good state right now. i got a few months before i leave college n start to burn myself as an employee...gotta admit. i am scared. i knew in working world one will be tired. experiences from past time job has overshadowed all the happy side of being a labour.(misscommunication is a real doomer there)i'm not that excited anymore. i'm now 25 but just graduated and ugh,will be treated as a beginner. for me its a mind heavy task. i really gotta lock all my emotion back. i really pray that it'll be all good during the trial intern period. i hope the management dont really screw me and take advantage as they are paying an intern here. aduh....doa doa doa....aku dah serik dah ni :(((

back in the college, i am stressed there too. things are not the same. i never being a lime light as that's not the way i prefer. being a winner, then i have to become all good role model. nobody ask for that but i think that's the way it should be. i have to be ok in class and academic wise. sigh~. there's 3 months more before i'm a student.

it's not that i have no courage to get a real life, now that i'm 25 i shall be working like all my batch. these last 3 months should be good. academic wise. no mess. i will make it perfect. x tau lagi nk sambung master ke x. so this might be the last college life i had. Owh, being frens with all the girls age 21..sometimes teenage. it makes me smile as they ask me those "soalan muda mudi" to me, ask me to join these n that activity which makes me looks like an old guest in that kind of event.haha...thank u guys so much for seeing me that young.waha!wahaha :'(

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:)

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Entry in Berita Harian 26 MEI, 2011

|membelah sunyi|

alahai lama benar x blogging.dah edit2 tp x upload.huh.

since panjat gunung datok byk benar benda jadik. i mean things in my life. cuma x sempat nk share jer.

antaranya,

complete G7 by June 2011,

untung dan rugi dlm bznz kecil2an ku,

masuk paper,

masuk paper,

masuk mag.

(ehe...for me dats an amazing experience)

jap2 nanti shika upload.

gone to trip 4x4 Princess Offroad+Al-Hijrah crew ;)

sepanjang momen manis kemenangan..shika berterima kasih pada kawan2 yg x putus bg semangat.terutamanya sekali pada my boyfriend, Geng Kelab Kembara MSU and families and kawan2 lain jugak.pendek kata the girls are my inspiration...tp i hope to bring out apparel designs for the guys and sista2 muslimah jugak.sian dorg susah nk cari baju yg santek dan sopan.ehe.