Harimau mati tinggalkn belang......aku nk pergi dgn cara yg baik.

My emotion is not in a good state right now. i got a few months before i leave college n start to burn myself as an employee...gotta admit. i am scared. i knew in working world one will be tired. experiences from past time job has overshadowed all the happy side of being a labour.(misscommunication is a real doomer there)i'm not that excited anymore. i'm now 25 but just graduated and ugh,will be treated as a beginner. for me its a mind heavy task. i really gotta lock all my emotion back. i really pray that it'll be all good during the trial intern period. i hope the management dont really screw me and take advantage as they are paying an intern here. aduh....doa doa doa....aku dah serik dah ni :(((

back in the college, i am stressed there too. things are not the same. i never being a lime light as that's not the way i prefer. being a winner, then i have to become all good role model. nobody ask for that but i think that's the way it should be. i have to be ok in class and academic wise. sigh~. there's 3 months more before i'm a student.

it's not that i have no courage to get a real life, now that i'm 25 i shall be working like all my batch. these last 3 months should be good. academic wise. no mess. i will make it perfect. x tau lagi nk sambung master ke x. so this might be the last college life i had. Owh, being frens with all the girls age 21..sometimes teenage. it makes me smile as they ask me those "soalan muda mudi" to me, ask me to join these n that activity which makes me looks like an old guest in that kind of event.haha...thank u guys so much for seeing me that young.waha!wahaha :'(

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:)